Thursday, March 10, 2016

Deadpool Movie Review

Let me start out by telling you how incredibly DISAPPOINTED I WAS!
**SPOILERS**


 I was so excited, I have been reading the comics, played the game, even read the script and I do feel like Hollywood tried. It didnt flow for me, like the tried to hard, i didnt laugh as much as I would have expected. The romance part was unnecessary and soo annoying. Like really?  Not everything has to have Romance.....Jesus. NO MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES?? When they did the first flash back, and they put a little comic bubble that said 2 Years Ago, I got excited thinking they were going to have stuff like that in the movie BUT IT WAS ONLY FOR THAT ONE SCENE.. WHYYYY? I was also hoping for more action. The bad guy was so mediocre as well. We even to go see a second time just to give the movie a second change and it just didnt spark any magic and the second time around it felt too long. ** le sigh** Well I hope the sequel will be better. 

I'm two months late but..

Happy 2016! I haven't been on social media much, these past couple of months. I was on a not good down ward spiral, my depression was incredibly high, and I became so self loathing to where even my boyfriend got very concerned. I think the negativity from the environment and people i was living and hanging around with got to me. I lost so much in 2015. The only good things that I gained from 2015 was finishing Aveda, Cosplaying Mad Max, and finally having experience working at Sephora (although it turned out disappointing).

Well I started out the new year moving into a new home! My boy and I got a wonderful place in a really nice location on the north side of the city. I am Happy to say that for the first time in my life I have a cute home that I can share with the most magical person ever and... We also have our very first FURBABY! she is a beautiful place fluffy Persian kitty names Fizzgig.

I'm doing plenty of self care to help me with anxiety and depression. Unfortunately i had to quit Sephora, the customers and the job it self started affecting me so negatively. The job gave me the highest anxiety, I would have panic attacks even if nothing was wrong. I also noticed my lack of motivation, I didnt even try when it came to my makeup. I lost my creativity. I realized that sure I love beauty but more like Ethreal beauty. I didnt fit in with the other girls, and i didnt even want to.

For now I'm back working a cute shop that sell Sanrio, San-x, and other Kawaii Goods. The best part is that I can be myself. For the moment I feel pretty content.





Saturday, February 13, 2016

I'm so excited for the Deadpool Movie!

I don't normally do red but I was just feeling so inspired by the Deadpool movie! I'll be watching it with my love on the 15th! 

Sephora customers

So out of my many years in retail I would have to say that the customers I get a Sephora have been the absolute worst! 
I’ve worked at places like Hottopic, Spencer’s gifts, Earthbound trading co., and a shop that sold really cute Hello Kitty & San-X items. I’ve delt with rude people many times, but Sephora takes the cake on horribly rude entitled people.

It makes me so sad because I've dreamt of working at Sephora for years and I didn't think I would be so unhappy because of the people. The girls I work with are amazing, I just can't handles the customers. 

Saturday, October 10, 2015

Halloween Spirit, HAPPY OCTOBER!!


I know it's already 10 days into October and meant to make this post on the first but I've been so busy with my current job (I'm just about 2 days from finishing there) BUTTT HAPPY OCTOBER!!! I had outfits and makeup looks planned but due to other situation I've had to put those plans aside! At least my Birthday is coming up in 6 days, so hopefully I can post pics if I do anything special. How ever I will be posting some good I've purchased recently and my Spoopy Decorations!


I do have an announcement to make towards the end of the month so stay tuned!!!